Hello, pets,
it's been a while here hasn't it? I, for one, have missed this little
form of interaction for us. That's why with so much having gone on in
my life these past couple months I would write up a little blog
catching everyone up.
Single, yet already done
mingling?
Just last month my engagement with Dani hit a heavy roadblock. One
the two of us unfortunately couldn't get over. I won't go into the
details of the breakup but like I said when it first happened it was
a peaceful one. There was no yelling, no threats, we did so in person
(which is more than I can say for a certain other ex of mine), and
there were a lot of tears. Dani has always been a special person in
my life even before I ever met Eve. Dani is a woman who loved who I
was not what I was doing, which is how my other two relationships
ended. Until the day I die I'll always hold a place in my heart for
her wherever she goes.
Now, I know it's probably not fair to take a hint of silver lining
from this, but she allowed me to adopt her daughter, Mikaela. Before
you go saying that she's a horrible mother for doing so, you should
know that I convinced her in doing so. As it stands I'm much more
stable in my workplace as I don't intend to leave Malibu anytime
soon. Plus those that have visited know I own two pieces of property.
I'm going to do what I planned for last summer and I'm going to keep
nearly everything S&M related to my warehouse, which I really
should name at some point, and keep family life (and a ponygirl or
two :P) at my home. The one thing I cannot stress enough is how
Mikaela will NOT be forced to grow into following my footsteps. It
would be nice...but I want her to grow up making her own choices in
life. Not to mention adopting her gives Dani a reason to come back
for visits. :)
As I stated above I am somewhat out of the mingle scene. I at least
consider myself lucky that since Heather I've never been alone long.
Am I dating someone exclusively? Maybe. She's nice, but I want to
give it some time first before deciding anything. I've introduced her
to so much in my life and she's thus far hanging on. Maybe a little
hiccup in the road, but that's to be expected. Hopefully, by the end,
things can work well between us.
The Silver Lining of an Injury
So obviously these past couple months has been me trying to seek out
the positive in as much negative situations as I can. Breaking up
with Dani being one and being shelved for an injury being another. My
last bout with...I won't mention their name because it's my blog and
I decide who takes acknowledgement for their actions. I don't want
them celebrated by my enemies so they'll remain a blank canvas.
Anyway, my last bout with them left me in a state too much movement
didn't seem like a bright idea. My arm ached from the scar I received
and my body just ached period. However, it did give me time to
properly plan out...my games!
Yes, for those that have been following me for longer than six months
you might recall me mentioning about hosting my own games back in
February. I said that I wasn't going to take any invites this year,
actually I said I hadn't yet received any but later changed it to
present thought process, and instead design my own bondage filled
event. So what have I got planned? Just the basics.
First off, HAVE to have some pony races. I'm thinking simple track
races as well as a chariot race for the bigger teams. I might compete
Moonflow and Katie in the singles races, I've hardly ever used the
two of them as a duo in a competitive setting. But it might be nice.
Yes, I'm competing in my own games. So what? Are you going to come
here and stop me? Well, I invite you to try. Just don't forget the
paddle. :P
Next up will be the obstacle course. A simple favourite of mine
pitting slaves and submissives against one another in an equal
setting. Holly is my champion there but she won't be competing. I'll
just run her through it a few times to keep her practice up. I think
it's a little harder to get away with competing in your own obstacle
course than having a couple of fillies run the track.
Then you have to have open demonstrations at these events. I always
love these in that it shows off a variety of styles that other doms
can take in for their own personal use. I also love seeing the
admiration in their slaves or subs as they take to the stage for
their owners commands and wishes. A true spectacle representing the
S&M spirit. :) As the hostess to these games I'm almost required
to present, although I'm not quite sure of who. Claire seems to have
gotten rather popular with a few of my clients. Also, it might be a
good way to advertise her store and personal creations.
That's really all I have for now when it comes to games. Obviously
there will be the get togethers, the dances, other social events.
Aside from competing, I go to these events to expand my familiarity
with new doms, rekindle and catch up with old friends, and maybe take
in a session or two with them. :P
Selling a friend
Speaking of that, however, I suppose I should spend a short while
discussing the reasons behind selling Pet. There are rumours going
around that the reason behind it was that I was displeased with her
in some way. Nothing could be farther from the truth. I love Pet and
I still do, even to this day. Even if she doesn't wish to hear about
it now.
I didn't sell Pet because of the money. As many of you know, and if
you don't you should by now, I'm well off enough financially. Nor did
I think her new owner would be a better fit for her. Nothing against
the Huntress Becca, but I know she's admitted just as well that she
couldn't, or wouldn't, be filling my shoes in that side of what Pet
wants in such a relationship. It wasn't even about the trade off with
whom I got as a new primary. Her name I won't discuss until she feels
safe enough to let it out herself.
The reason I sold Pet is the very reason I gave her access to her own
internet account. It's the same reason I allowed her to remove her
mask, to take on differing roles within the world. Whether it be foxy
boxer or in ring competitor. I sold Pet because there's a world out
there I want her to explore properly. I know what you're thinking, I
could have just set her free. Unfortunately, that's not how Pet's
mind works. She firmly believes herself to be...at home in what she
does for reasons I'd rather not discuss here.
So, what does this mean for me and Pet? I'll still perform as her
caretaker when it comes to her career making certain that Anya
doesn't come out and try to harm her. I'll still be there for other
areas as well if Becca will allow it.
To Pet's new Huntress, I will ask that you continue to have patience
with her. I know at times Pet will be trying and a little hard to get
with, but you should know that deep down she loves her position with
you and will remain as loyal to you as she has to me.
In the end I know this won't win a lot of you over in this debate,
but I hope you at least take in my own standing in it. Thank you.
Katalina Star
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